Thursday, July 31, 2008
is it me or is half the student world trying to find part time jobs? it's like damn competitive. to be honest, if my allowance was VERY GENEROUS, then i wouldnt be thinking of getting a part time job and therefore the world of unemployed but desperate for jobs students will have one less person to fight with. hahaha.
today was like stoning at home in the morning. i really need my 'sleep well' night soap!!! arghs. okae, i got this soap that helps me to sleep coz apparently the ingredients used is suppose to make me sleepy or whatever but its run out coz some IDIOTS have been using it without my permission.
damn irritating lo, they think whatever that's not theirs also can use. hello? can ask permission or not, you think mother pay for everything is it? nearly all my new clothes & such as well as my soap and shampoo, i ownself pay lo. so dont give that crappy face and crappy excuses.
today go yoga class again. finally over with. hahaha. sadly michelle say she dont wanna go for more so that was my last class. sad. although its painful, i do feel that it's helped.
oh yeah. i lost another 2 and half kg since the last time we weighed in!! wahahaha. michelle damn jealous coz ever since we started measuring before we start, we also say 'sure gain weight' or 'i ate a lot this week'. i think whatever i say now she wont believe lo. tomorrow go gym again orh michelle!
today was like stoning at home in the morning. i really need my 'sleep well' night soap!!! arghs. okae, i got this soap that helps me to sleep coz apparently the ingredients used is suppose to make me sleepy or whatever but its run out coz some IDIOTS have been using it without my permission.
damn irritating lo, they think whatever that's not theirs also can use. hello? can ask permission or not, you think mother pay for everything is it? nearly all my new clothes & such as well as my soap and shampoo, i ownself pay lo. so dont give that crappy face and crappy excuses.
today go yoga class again. finally over with. hahaha. sadly michelle say she dont wanna go for more so that was my last class. sad. although its painful, i do feel that it's helped.
oh yeah. i lost another 2 and half kg since the last time we weighed in!! wahahaha. michelle damn jealous coz ever since we started measuring before we start, we also say 'sure gain weight' or 'i ate a lot this week'. i think whatever i say now she wont believe lo. tomorrow go gym again orh michelle!
you dont have to pretend
to be my friend.
i dont need people like you.
dishonest.uncaring.rude.
yes,
i may not have a lot of friends.
but i'm happy.
at least they are true.
they dont talk behind my back.
they make me feel welcome.
you got boyfriend, big deal?
i also have but i dont flaunt that fact.
you got job?
good for you.
you older than me?
die earlier lor, not my problem.
you think you're better than me?
if you think so,
then why do you need to
constantly prove it?
are you that insecure?
what we could have been, 10:19 pm.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
sians. okae i cant seem to correct the previous post. so anyways just 'highlight' it so that you can see the results. heh. i always knew i would be 'condemned' with writing. xD
i seriously am having second thoughts now though. i really wanna do law or history. =/ maybe i should consider that? you know, i've never been the studious sort but i think i wanna further my studies after i graduate.
i wanted to do a level literature and history but i dont want to make my parents pay for more. i mean, what can i do with it? two a levels? even if could sit as a private candidate, i would need 4 a levels to get into a university. even if i could, my current schedule wont allow it. -.-
i seriously am having second thoughts now though. i really wanna do law or history. =/ maybe i should consider that? you know, i've never been the studious sort but i think i wanna further my studies after i graduate.
i wanted to do a level literature and history but i dont want to make my parents pay for more. i mean, what can i do with it? two a levels? even if could sit as a private candidate, i would need 4 a levels to get into a university. even if i could, my current schedule wont allow it. -.-
what we could have been, 11:16 pm.
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what we could have been, 10:30 pm.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
i'm very broke kaes? =( feeling super super poor. people keep asking what i want for my birthday, my reply, although quite standard, is the ruddy truth. MONEY. coz i seriously need to rehydrate my sadly depleted savings.
today had another BIGBIGBIG argument. i guess, it's not intentional. but me and him, we're so alike and yet so different. we wont/cant give in. but at the same time, it kills us both to see the other suffer. of course after the normal huffy cool down then we're quite happy-clappy again. hahah.
have been doing a lot of reflections the past few days. and i realise, i've been angry with loads of people. people who dont bother to understand me but are quick to judge and assume they know something about me. but today, i'm proud to say that it doesnt matter to me. COZ THEY'VE BARELY SKIMMED THE SURFACE OF THE REAL ME. =D
and i dont need to justify my actions. my friends can accept me, flaws and all, and if they cant, well, they just aren't friends. they're just the grey, faceless sea of people we meet in life.
thank you to the six real friends who made me see all this. Cherry. Michelle. Meagan. DA. YH. AL. the last 3, you may not know you played a role but seriously by just accepting me not by what i wear or who i hang out with, but for just me being me.
today had another BIGBIGBIG argument. i guess, it's not intentional. but me and him, we're so alike and yet so different. we wont/cant give in. but at the same time, it kills us both to see the other suffer. of course after the normal huffy cool down then we're quite happy-clappy again. hahah.
have been doing a lot of reflections the past few days. and i realise, i've been angry with loads of people. people who dont bother to understand me but are quick to judge and assume they know something about me. but today, i'm proud to say that it doesnt matter to me. COZ THEY'VE BARELY SKIMMED THE SURFACE OF THE REAL ME. =D
and i dont need to justify my actions. my friends can accept me, flaws and all, and if they cant, well, they just aren't friends. they're just the grey, faceless sea of people we meet in life.
thank you to the six real friends who made me see all this. Cherry. Michelle. Meagan. DA. YH. AL. the last 3, you may not know you played a role but seriously by just accepting me not by what i wear or who i hang out with, but for just me being me.
what we could have been, 10:43 pm.
i'm so bored at home. nothing much to do. my sims2 cant load, it only works when WJ does it. =/ and my other games cds are missing. grrrr. WJ downloaded RO on my laptop but i've totally no interest in it. its so not cute kaes? and its creepy coz most of them are males yet they are female characters and its discerning since you can more or less tell who's male or not. =/
just read finish my latest book. the ship of brides by jojo meyes. super super good. its really very trying because of the boring parts, you know the soldiers and sailors' parts. but i think it's a respectable book coz it talks about these foreign brides, desperate to see their husbands (some even with child) that they uproot their lives, leave their hometowns in Australia to travel to England via a flight carrier ship. you know the kinds that planes land on.
just read finish my latest book. the ship of brides by jojo meyes. super super good. its really very trying because of the boring parts, you know the soldiers and sailors' parts. but i think it's a respectable book coz it talks about these foreign brides, desperate to see their husbands (some even with child) that they uproot their lives, leave their hometowns in Australia to travel to England via a flight carrier ship. you know the kinds that planes land on.
what we could have been, 11:42 am.
Monday, July 28, 2008
wooooooots. school's out for the week! but still cant slack coz need focus on completing the projects. BOOOO! hahah. just a bit hyper cos it feels so good to be able to sleep in for the week. sadly i'm pretty annoyed that the first day back at school is my birthday. GRRRR.
another yayness is that avril lavigne's coming to singapore so my parents are considering buying tickets for me to attend as my belated, last year's bday present. hahaha. they owe me since last year till now. xDD
anyways i'm really happy coz i've got like LOADS of plans for the upcoming week or so coz of my birthday. hahha. sorry eh michelle & meagan. wanted one day to go out with them. but meagan's sick and the rest of my weekend is booked up already. so yeah. guess we'll celebrate my birthday after my birthday. hahaha. =D
another yayness is that avril lavigne's coming to singapore so my parents are considering buying tickets for me to attend as my belated, last year's bday present. hahaha. they owe me since last year till now. xDD
anyways i'm really happy coz i've got like LOADS of plans for the upcoming week or so coz of my birthday. hahha. sorry eh michelle & meagan. wanted one day to go out with them. but meagan's sick and the rest of my weekend is booked up already. so yeah. guess we'll celebrate my birthday after my birthday. hahaha. =D
my poor burpy baby.
iloveyoulotslotslots.
i know sch is stressful
but everyone faces a stumbling block
one after another,
but just so you know,
i'm right here with you.
what we could have been, 8:32 pm.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
weee. today so shiok. my mom sent and picked me up from mediacorp today coz she didnt pick me up after class yesterday. today finished the recording, i was so relieved la coz i was damn nervous. thanks sandra! she was an absolute life-saver and totally fun to work with!
go home then slack and rest my poor feet coz my shoes nearly killed me. went home and massaged cream all over my legs coz not only is it suppose to be healing but also promotes smooth and supple skin and its suppose to rehydrate my skin too. hahha. but it was cooling so my feet stopped hurting after i applied the cream.
watched WJ helped my bro do his art assignment. he's suppose to paint a mask. -.- i thought those masquerade ball masks would have been nice. with strong dark feathers but of course i didnt say anything coz its too girly for someone like kevin to actually think of neither could me or WJ do it so yeah. =/
went out for dinner. we had a $12 tour of sentosa coz my mom turned into the road to sentosa and there was no roundabout or turn around point which she could do. hahaha.
ate dinner around 8.30 at vivo (FINALLY.) my pasta was quite good. too much tomato sauce but i loved it coz it made the squid and prawns taste super super good. =D
my bday's coming up. still dunno what to do or celebrate. was thinking of just going bowling with WJ and maybe some close friends. =/ i mean, seriously out of ideas liao. a friend suggested clubbing but that's something i'm totally not interested.
go home then slack and rest my poor feet coz my shoes nearly killed me. went home and massaged cream all over my legs coz not only is it suppose to be healing but also promotes smooth and supple skin and its suppose to rehydrate my skin too. hahha. but it was cooling so my feet stopped hurting after i applied the cream.
watched WJ helped my bro do his art assignment. he's suppose to paint a mask. -.- i thought those masquerade ball masks would have been nice. with strong dark feathers but of course i didnt say anything coz its too girly for someone like kevin to actually think of neither could me or WJ do it so yeah. =/
went out for dinner. we had a $12 tour of sentosa coz my mom turned into the road to sentosa and there was no roundabout or turn around point which she could do. hahaha.
ate dinner around 8.30 at vivo (FINALLY.) my pasta was quite good. too much tomato sauce but i loved it coz it made the squid and prawns taste super super good. =D
my bday's coming up. still dunno what to do or celebrate. was thinking of just going bowling with WJ and maybe some close friends. =/ i mean, seriously out of ideas liao. a friend suggested clubbing but that's something i'm totally not interested.
what we could have been, 11:06 pm.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
cabbed to class today coz if not would be late. the taxi driver very funny lo. he keep questioning me about mediacorp then ask if i do acting or what. i keep telling him no then he will give that face -the 'i dont believe you but i'll pretend that i do' kind of smirk-y face lo. -.-
anyways the lesson was boring. i think it was really a waste of time for me. the teacher left little impression on me despit ethe impression resume-history the notes had said about her. =/
OMGG, i have found a reason why to attend class on saturdays at mediacorp now. I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SUGARED DONUTS. haha. weird rite. you would think it's either the celebrities or the whatever it is that people are in awe of mediacorp and its actors.
i really miss sugared donuts. i remember my grandma or my mom used to buy at least two or three sugared donuts for me coz i LURVED it so so much. but then bakeries started using powdered sugar which isnt as nice as proper sugar.
right. so now i'm stuck with the assignment given and with no inspiration and virtually no idea on how to do it. so yeah, pray i can finish it and then i can enjoy the rest of my night.
anyways the lesson was boring. i think it was really a waste of time for me. the teacher left little impression on me despit ethe impression resume-history the notes had said about her. =/
OMGG, i have found a reason why to attend class on saturdays at mediacorp now. I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SUGARED DONUTS. haha. weird rite. you would think it's either the celebrities or the whatever it is that people are in awe of mediacorp and its actors.
i really miss sugared donuts. i remember my grandma or my mom used to buy at least two or three sugared donuts for me coz i LURVED it so so much. but then bakeries started using powdered sugar which isnt as nice as proper sugar.
right. so now i'm stuck with the assignment given and with no inspiration and virtually no idea on how to do it. so yeah, pray i can finish it and then i can enjoy the rest of my night.
what we could have been, 9:00 pm.
Friday, July 25, 2008
went to gym todayy. and me & michelle tried out the hip hop class. no way on earth i ever want to go back again. we wasted so much time on warm ups that there was like less than half an hour to actually learn and it wasnt exactly hip hop. =/
then dinner. we ate at soup spoon. wasted 8 bucks on some stupid pita bread thingy that didnt taste that nice.
went over to suntec to SHOP. hahha. i blew this months savings okay? i am daaaaaaamn upset la. i mean it's so freaking expensive but i want to buy more. WJ would probably think its nice if he could see it. hahha. he saw the paper bag then he kept asking if he could take a peek. NYAH NYAH! =P
then dinner. we ate at soup spoon. wasted 8 bucks on some stupid pita bread thingy that didnt taste that nice.
went over to suntec to SHOP. hahha. i blew this months savings okay? i am daaaaaaamn upset la. i mean it's so freaking expensive but i want to buy more. WJ would probably think its nice if he could see it. hahha. he saw the paper bag then he kept asking if he could take a peek. NYAH NYAH! =P
what we could have been, 10:32 pm.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
i have a major splitting headache.
my flu's back with a vengeance.
i cough at any random time.
my shoulder blades hurts.
neck & back aches.
my fever's shot up again.
my manicure/nailart is spoilt.
3 little silver balls dropped out.
[mind out of the gutter]
so i'm totally not in a good mood. my birthday's in one and a half weeks' time, i havent made plans. i have no money to spend. the dress i wanted so badly is missing.
on a more happier note, my shoes arrived. i <3 shoes.
my flu's back with a vengeance.
i cough at any random time.
my shoulder blades hurts.
neck & back aches.
my fever's shot up again.
my manicure/nailart is spoilt.
3 little silver balls dropped out.
[mind out of the gutter]
so i'm totally not in a good mood. my birthday's in one and a half weeks' time, i havent made plans. i have no money to spend. the dress i wanted so badly is missing.
on a more happier note, my shoes arrived. i <3 shoes.
what we could have been, 11:36 pm.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
day 2 of being sick at home.
okae, the medicine seriously knocked me out coz after i went to sleep last night i slept for ELEVEN solid hours. in my book that's unbelievable coz i normally wake up by seven or eight (and only if i can laze around), i'll go back to sleep.
anyways it seemed like over the past two days i got spammed in msn/smses over concerns about me being sick. thanks for your concern peeps. =D michelle, in particular, she's so sweet and a bit KS though. ahhah. she was like 'sure can go gym or not? later you faint how?' i think that put me in a better mood coz i couldnt stop laughing.
WJ came over to be my nurse. hahaha. it was like he sms me how was i. too bad i was too zonked out by the meds to reply until like 11.10am. hahah. and he came over like forty-five minutes later just when i had taken my meds and switched on my laptop.
stupid thingy but i'm bored so i did it.
Name 20 ppl whom you're thinking of right now. Dont read the questions until you've named all 20.
1. WJ
2. Debbie
3. Andria
4. Kat
5. Raina
6. Jon
7. Mark
8. Axel
9. Cherry
10. Michelle Tan
11. Mevalia
12. Solomon
13. S. Lee
14. N.K.
15. Reuben
16. Charles
17. Meagan
18. Mashiba
19. Michelle Ng
20. Ryan
Q1. How did you meet 14?
Church!
Q2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
well, i'd be single. aaaand, still full of angst.
Q3. What if 9 and 20 date?
OMG, she's like 6 years old than him! and like 2 continents apart! =/ that's very disturbing, really.
Q4. Will 16 & 17 date?
if 16 broke up with his gf and they're both interested, why not?
Q5. Describe 3.
it'll take ages. one word -INSANE. two words -NEEDS HELP. haha!
Q6. Describe 7.
again. INSANE and has a huge ego. haha.
Q7. what would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
well. if 1 hasn't beaten him up for the last round. i'd still say no. i'm happily attached. =D
Q8. Who is 9 going out with?
i seriously don't know. but she's attached.
Q9. When was the last time you talked to 13?
erm, yesterday. on msn.
Q10. Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
she doesnt believe in monogamy. but we both love BSB.
Q11. Would you ever date 4?
nope. she's like the younger sister i wished i had. xD
Q12. Would you ever date 1?
I'M ALREADY DATING HIM. ♥
Q13. Is 19 single?
i dont know really.
Q14. Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
if she's open to a lesbian relationship.
Q15. School of 3?
some australian sch that i dont really want her to be in.
Q16. Where does 6 live?
somewhere in serangoon. near chomp chomp la. i dunno the exact place.
Q17. What is your favourite thing of 5?
WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE I WAS BORN. =D
Q18. Have you ever seen 10 naked?
no. seriously, whoever thought of this qns is sick.
5 people to do this.
1. WJ
2. Michelle Tan
3. Andria
4. Mashiba
5. Reuben
okae, the medicine seriously knocked me out coz after i went to sleep last night i slept for ELEVEN solid hours. in my book that's unbelievable coz i normally wake up by seven or eight (and only if i can laze around), i'll go back to sleep.
anyways it seemed like over the past two days i got spammed in msn/smses over concerns about me being sick. thanks for your concern peeps. =D michelle, in particular, she's so sweet and a bit KS though. ahhah. she was like 'sure can go gym or not? later you faint how?' i think that put me in a better mood coz i couldnt stop laughing.
WJ came over to be my nurse. hahaha. it was like he sms me how was i. too bad i was too zonked out by the meds to reply until like 11.10am. hahah. and he came over like forty-five minutes later just when i had taken my meds and switched on my laptop.
stupid thingy but i'm bored so i did it.
Name 20 ppl whom you're thinking of right now. Dont read the questions until you've named all 20.
1. WJ
2. Debbie
3. Andria
4. Kat
5. Raina
6. Jon
7. Mark
8. Axel
9. Cherry
10. Michelle Tan
11. Mevalia
12. Solomon
13. S. Lee
14. N.K.
15. Reuben
16. Charles
17. Meagan
18. Mashiba
19. Michelle Ng
20. Ryan
Q1. How did you meet 14?
Church!
Q2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
well, i'd be single. aaaand, still full of angst.
Q3. What if 9 and 20 date?
OMG, she's like 6 years old than him! and like 2 continents apart! =/ that's very disturbing, really.
Q4. Will 16 & 17 date?
if 16 broke up with his gf and they're both interested, why not?
Q5. Describe 3.
it'll take ages. one word -INSANE. two words -NEEDS HELP. haha!
Q6. Describe 7.
again. INSANE and has a huge ego. haha.
Q7. what would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
well. if 1 hasn't beaten him up for the last round. i'd still say no. i'm happily attached. =D
Q8. Who is 9 going out with?
i seriously don't know. but she's attached.
Q9. When was the last time you talked to 13?
erm, yesterday. on msn.
Q10. Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
she doesnt believe in monogamy. but we both love BSB.
Q11. Would you ever date 4?
nope. she's like the younger sister i wished i had. xD
Q12. Would you ever date 1?
I'M ALREADY DATING HIM. ♥
Q13. Is 19 single?
i dont know really.
Q14. Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
if she's open to a lesbian relationship.
Q15. School of 3?
some australian sch that i dont really want her to be in.
Q16. Where does 6 live?
somewhere in serangoon. near chomp chomp la. i dunno the exact place.
Q17. What is your favourite thing of 5?
WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE I WAS BORN. =D
Q18. Have you ever seen 10 naked?
no. seriously, whoever thought of this qns is sick.
5 people to do this.
1. WJ
2. Michelle Tan
3. Andria
4. Mashiba
5. Reuben
what we could have been, 8:56 pm.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
kaes. i think i'm gonna explain my msn 'quote' here coz i've gotten a lot of weird comments on it. hahah. my msn nick currently has the 'quote' 'wait for me in paris'. so... yeah. kat thinks its in reference to anastasia (which i realised was actually the same but no, not from there), vanilla (my weird friend from the writing world online) thinks its something to do with the story i was writing but no to that.
i was reading this story(online of course, i'm scrimping on money so i cant afford to buy books now). mind you it's.. erm.. mature reading coz it kinda.. okae i'm a prude to mentioning this so i'm rating it around nc16 la.
Lizzie and Bill, the main characters, have been childhood friends. they were raised in the same social circle. (again, its like 1900s period i think) they grew up crushing on each other.
Lizzie loved Bill so much that she gave and took their first kiss on her 13th birthday. she hatched a plan for her 15th birthday. and on that day she gave and took hers & his V. hahah. prude-y old me.
yeah, anyways, they have a pregnancy scare so Lizzie's father decided to send her away and Bill's guardian, his uncle, sends him away to private school as well.
when they finally see each other again, Lizzie has a new bf so Bill gets upset and becomes this major playboy and hates Lizzie's new bf.
it goes on for years then finally Bill decides to settle down with Anna, a girl he met in college. one night late at work, two days before his wedding, he's reading his letters when he opens one and it says 'wait for me in paris, Lizzie'.
as most ppl should know, it's always so dramatic and he does meet up with her. and the likes. the angsty meet up. the tearful exchange. a forceful passionate kiss ends in a passionate one night.
after that happened, Bill disappears and Lizzie thought Bill ran away when she saw the note by the bedside table 'wait for me in paris'. so she trusts him and does so.
Bill goes back. Anna can tell he's upset then she asks why. Bill tells her that their engagement is over. he cant marry her tomorrow. Anna breaks down and asks why. Bill tells her his heart belongs to the first girl, now woman, he ever laid eyes on. Anna is distraught and leaves.
that's all peeps. hahah. i know i sound delirious and that's probably coz of the medicine. hahah. i love this story. i haven't finished reading it.
but the moment i will, i'd wish i could re-read it again for the first time because it's simply MARVELLOUS. seriously. it's the first time that all your emotions are gathered up and poured into the story you're reading. -romantic sigh-
i was reading this story(online of course, i'm scrimping on money so i cant afford to buy books now). mind you it's.. erm.. mature reading coz it kinda.. okae i'm a prude to mentioning this so i'm rating it around nc16 la.
Lizzie and Bill, the main characters, have been childhood friends. they were raised in the same social circle. (again, its like 1900s period i think) they grew up crushing on each other.
Lizzie loved Bill so much that she gave and took their first kiss on her 13th birthday. she hatched a plan for her 15th birthday. and on that day she gave and took hers & his V. hahah. prude-y old me.
yeah, anyways, they have a pregnancy scare so Lizzie's father decided to send her away and Bill's guardian, his uncle, sends him away to private school as well.
when they finally see each other again, Lizzie has a new bf so Bill gets upset and becomes this major playboy and hates Lizzie's new bf.
it goes on for years then finally Bill decides to settle down with Anna, a girl he met in college. one night late at work, two days before his wedding, he's reading his letters when he opens one and it says 'wait for me in paris, Lizzie'.
as most ppl should know, it's always so dramatic and he does meet up with her. and the likes. the angsty meet up. the tearful exchange. a forceful passionate kiss ends in a passionate one night.
after that happened, Bill disappears and Lizzie thought Bill ran away when she saw the note by the bedside table 'wait for me in paris'. so she trusts him and does so.
Bill goes back. Anna can tell he's upset then she asks why. Bill tells her that their engagement is over. he cant marry her tomorrow. Anna breaks down and asks why. Bill tells her his heart belongs to the first girl, now woman, he ever laid eyes on. Anna is distraught and leaves.
that's all peeps. hahah. i know i sound delirious and that's probably coz of the medicine. hahah. i love this story. i haven't finished reading it.
but the moment i will, i'd wish i could re-read it again for the first time because it's simply MARVELLOUS. seriously. it's the first time that all your emotions are gathered up and poured into the story you're reading. -romantic sigh-
what we could have been, 10:57 pm.
just came back from the doctor's. went to uncle kok chi's clinic (coz i love the clinic, it's been part of my life since forever! haha). and surprisingly it was empty! then i felt bad coz though i'm eating into his lunch hour so i hurried. aunty ee meen was there too so my grandma went to talk with her when i went in.
eeech. got loads of medicine now. lucky all but one are tablets coz the syrup kinds tastes HORRIBLE. so talked with uncle kok chi for awhile then my voice started to give out so no choice had to stop then go outside wait. after collect medicine, then me and my grandma went AMKhub to eat lunch then cabbed home.
eeech. got loads of medicine now. lucky all but one are tablets coz the syrup kinds tastes HORRIBLE. so talked with uncle kok chi for awhile then my voice started to give out so no choice had to stop then go outside wait. after collect medicine, then me and my grandma went AMKhub to eat lunch then cabbed home.
why is it that you cant connect with me?
i can pour out my heart for you,
you cant do the same.
i'm not asking for you to whisper sweet nothings to me
but i just want you to accept it
not to shove my words aside
or to pretend i never uttered a single word.
is it too much for me to ask?
what we could have been, 1:27 pm.
Monday, July 21, 2008
my uncle and aunt came over today. -.- it's like so unexpected la. normally they come over only on weekends with my cousins but only they came today. then my grandma told me that my mom out of the blue called them this morning to invite them for dinner lorhs. so i asked WJ to go home coz i know he will feel paiseh around my relatives, like i feel around his. =/
yeah. anyways they're planning to go japan or rome. at this rate my parents will be travelling 3 times this year la. or at least my dad. my mom will have one or two more with their friends. yeah. so that's about it for my boring evening at home.
oh yeah. today is exactly TWO WEEKS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!! aaaaaaahhhhh. hahaha. i cant wait for my bday. dunno why though coz i dont have any plans. WJ's got school. my closest friends also having class. sian lorhs. suddenly my birthday looks so.. lonely. >.< was hoping to meet up with some ex-schoolmates on my bday but once again, they're also still in school. saddening le. =(
yeah. anyways they're planning to go japan or rome. at this rate my parents will be travelling 3 times this year la. or at least my dad. my mom will have one or two more with their friends. yeah. so that's about it for my boring evening at home.
oh yeah. today is exactly TWO WEEKS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!! aaaaaaahhhhh. hahaha. i cant wait for my bday. dunno why though coz i dont have any plans. WJ's got school. my closest friends also having class. sian lorhs. suddenly my birthday looks so.. lonely. >.< was hoping to meet up with some ex-schoolmates on my bday but once again, they're also still in school. saddening le. =(
what we could have been, 8:21 pm.
i am frigging PO'd la! was feeling sick for the past few days but i felt that i needed to attend class today so i tried to stick it out. but after that really felt woozy so i decided to cab home.
then at seah street there, there was this silvercab that was available so i flagged it down. but since i was on the wrong side of the street, i quickly rushed over. mind you it was drizzling so i was walking slightly slower coz my flats had no grip. so i reached the taxi and was about to open the door when he suddenly drove off! no warning whatsoever. i was damn stunned la! lucky i pulled my arm away and stepped back up onto the curb.
grrrrrr. that was a bad experience la. i normally had no problem with flagging down cabs at that road, even if i'm on the other side coz the driver would wait.
anyways still sick. coughing badly. the weather's gloomy. and i think WJ's got the cough too. i mean no duh since he's been exposed to both me and kevin's cough.
p.s. my two fighting fish died. sadly. i seriously think they were gay coz they died within an hour of the first death. but i dont think i want to rear fighting fish anymore cos firstly i wont let them fight. secondly they're horny creatures that die if deprived of reproduction. =/
then at seah street there, there was this silvercab that was available so i flagged it down. but since i was on the wrong side of the street, i quickly rushed over. mind you it was drizzling so i was walking slightly slower coz my flats had no grip. so i reached the taxi and was about to open the door when he suddenly drove off! no warning whatsoever. i was damn stunned la! lucky i pulled my arm away and stepped back up onto the curb.
grrrrrr. that was a bad experience la. i normally had no problem with flagging down cabs at that road, even if i'm on the other side coz the driver would wait.
anyways still sick. coughing badly. the weather's gloomy. and i think WJ's got the cough too. i mean no duh since he's been exposed to both me and kevin's cough.
p.s. my two fighting fish died. sadly. i seriously think they were gay coz they died within an hour of the first death. but i dont think i want to rear fighting fish anymore cos firstly i wont let them fight. secondly they're horny creatures that die if deprived of reproduction. =/
what we could have been, 12:47 pm.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
hehe. finally changed my blogskin! yay! hahha. it's probably better than my old one which was kinda plain.
anyways slept til nearly 12 today. coz last night i felt so terrible then went to take some medicine. the medicine quite powerful coz i had actually slept four hours before that but after drinking the medicine, i conked out for another seven-odd hours. wow.
moving on. i decided to try my hand on domesticity. (is that the proper spelling/word?) so i decided to make dinner with lisa. she decided to make the starter while i made the entree. heh.
at first i was pretty discouraged coz the lasagna recipe i was doing was a bit off in taste for both the cheese sauce and the minced meat. WJ helped a bit then he went to cool down coz got into a silly argument. but we made up after that. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
was worried that it wouldnt turn out tasty but after i added the beef broth to the meat and salt&pepper to the cheese, it was really good! haha. my family said not bad la. they all were so worried coz i've always proclaimed myself to be unable to cook. heh. but now they know i can cook, sort of. xD
anyways slept til nearly 12 today. coz last night i felt so terrible then went to take some medicine. the medicine quite powerful coz i had actually slept four hours before that but after drinking the medicine, i conked out for another seven-odd hours. wow.
moving on. i decided to try my hand on domesticity. (is that the proper spelling/word?) so i decided to make dinner with lisa. she decided to make the starter while i made the entree. heh.
at first i was pretty discouraged coz the lasagna recipe i was doing was a bit off in taste for both the cheese sauce and the minced meat. WJ helped a bit then he went to cool down coz got into a silly argument. but we made up after that. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
was worried that it wouldnt turn out tasty but after i added the beef broth to the meat and salt&pepper to the cheese, it was really good! haha. my family said not bad la. they all were so worried coz i've always proclaimed myself to be unable to cook. heh. but now they know i can cook, sort of. xD
what we could have been, 9:24 pm.
uurgh. i spend all week trying not to fall sick or succumb to any emotional 'breakdowns' then yesterday night it become official that i'm sick. it's so sucky la. especially since this weekend i dont have any class so i was hoping to enjoy the day.
oh yeah. nearly the entire household's coming down with more or less the same illness. first was my mom. then kevin and my dad. now me. my sis says she wont get it but you know 'famous last words' and all.
i think WJ made plans for us for the weekend but he saw how sick i was so he decided to postpone until next next week. -sighs- i really wanted to go out but how fun can an outing be when my throat hurts badly and my nose is all blocked up?
oh yeah. didnt go to speech day today coz firstly i couldnt wake up. 2ndly i was feeling sickly and i didnt need other ppl to see that and tell me so. bleahs.
oh yeah. nearly the entire household's coming down with more or less the same illness. first was my mom. then kevin and my dad. now me. my sis says she wont get it but you know 'famous last words' and all.
i think WJ made plans for us for the weekend but he saw how sick i was so he decided to postpone until next next week. -sighs- i really wanted to go out but how fun can an outing be when my throat hurts badly and my nose is all blocked up?
oh yeah. didnt go to speech day today coz firstly i couldnt wake up. 2ndly i was feeling sickly and i didnt need other ppl to see that and tell me so. bleahs.
what we could have been, 12:22 am.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
omg. today's gym session nearly killed me~!! michelle, seriously dont make me go yoga again kaes? the yoga instructor nearly KILLED me when we were doing the stretching. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
feel quite good la. have been exercising more regularly than last time. probably more than i actually did for the past two years. heh. we took neoprints again today. hahaha. i have yet to upload them! xD coz i look toot. =/
the gym session today made me feel more awake than sleepy. damn, i've got class in about nine hours. and i have to be awake in six hours. grrrr. never mind, i'm gonna crash the moment i go home tomorrow. =D
feel quite good la. have been exercising more regularly than last time. probably more than i actually did for the past two years. heh. we took neoprints again today. hahaha. i have yet to upload them! xD coz i look toot. =/
the gym session today made me feel more awake than sleepy. damn, i've got class in about nine hours. and i have to be awake in six hours. grrrr. never mind, i'm gonna crash the moment i go home tomorrow. =D
what we could have been, 10:38 pm.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. so so so so happy. =D coz of something some ppl said that put me in a really good mood. thanks for the compliments i guess? haha. i'm damn random. xD WJ knows why though.
anyways went back to sec sch. already step into sch get comment by the security guard. hahaha. i think WJ doesnt like the fact that the security guard disturbs me about me and WJ. ahha. then collect testimonial leh. i went to find mrs hodge (coz i dont think i can attend speech day then must forewarn her).
then after that WJ said ms santhi saw us so i went to her classroom talk talk. i miss her. although i hated her lessons, just to sit ard and talk with miss santhi is quite nice. =D
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i saw mdm zuraida! she looks different. =/ like she lost weight. and i totally miss her. always got that scolding tone in her voice but actually you know she's in a good mood lo. =DD i wanna come back soon and talk with all them english and humans teachers. hahha.
watched hancock. it's stupid. and kinda waste of money. dinner was at a chinese restaurant coz kevin bday marhs. quite good la. but i was damn tired so went home bathed then do my research for my grp project. hope it's enough manx. i cant find much info.
anyways went back to sec sch. already step into sch get comment by the security guard. hahaha. i think WJ doesnt like the fact that the security guard disturbs me about me and WJ. ahha. then collect testimonial leh. i went to find mrs hodge (coz i dont think i can attend speech day then must forewarn her).
then after that WJ said ms santhi saw us so i went to her classroom talk talk. i miss her. although i hated her lessons, just to sit ard and talk with miss santhi is quite nice. =D
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i saw mdm zuraida! she looks different. =/ like she lost weight. and i totally miss her. always got that scolding tone in her voice but actually you know she's in a good mood lo. =DD i wanna come back soon and talk with all them english and humans teachers. hahha.
watched hancock. it's stupid. and kinda waste of money. dinner was at a chinese restaurant coz kevin bday marhs. quite good la. but i was damn tired so went home bathed then do my research for my grp project. hope it's enough manx. i cant find much info.
what we could have been, 11:38 pm.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN~!
=D
it's my little brother's bday today. and and and i just wanna wish him good brains and hopefully good looks when puberty starts. wahahah!
what we could have been, 12:03 am.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
zzzzzzzzzzzzz. wtf. my laptop's screwed up. nearly typed a post full when it suddenly crashed. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. seriously annoyed.
went gym with michelle today. the weighing machine is fluctuating our weight so i went from 56 to 80 to 60+kg. i swear if the one and half hour workout didnt have any effect, i'll be damn PO'd.
took neoprints and had a little snack at bugis before cabbed down to meridien with michelle to hand in marketing assignment. we decided on a quaint shop to do our nails there. like we planned.
the woman who did our nails was pretty fantastic. she's funny, good at nails and terribly patient as we yakked and looked through TONS of nail art designs. hahah. we only finished around 9.35.
super tired now. i think after my shower i'm gonna sleep so... NITE ALL!
went gym with michelle today. the weighing machine is fluctuating our weight so i went from 56 to 80 to 60+kg. i swear if the one and half hour workout didnt have any effect, i'll be damn PO'd.
took neoprints and had a little snack at bugis before cabbed down to meridien with michelle to hand in marketing assignment. we decided on a quaint shop to do our nails there. like we planned.
the woman who did our nails was pretty fantastic. she's funny, good at nails and terribly patient as we yakked and looked through TONS of nail art designs. hahah. we only finished around 9.35.
super tired now. i think after my shower i'm gonna sleep so... NITE ALL!
what we could have been, 11:01 pm.
Monday, July 14, 2008
i have finally finished my CIM essay. hahaha. i've been procrastinating on it for ages man! so whatever la. dunno if we can email it in coz it's so stupid to have to go all the way downtown to dump it at sch then travel back home eastwards. blah.
thank you WJ leh. he kept bugging me (which kinda PO'd me but it worked so.) and supporting me while i was doing the assignment even though i have no clue on what crap i was suppose to type about. heh.
tml going gym with michelle. crazy lo. she wants to do something that is gonna make me terribly embarrassed but i got the feeling that's exactly her plan. =/
thank you WJ leh. he kept bugging me (which kinda PO'd me but it worked so.) and supporting me while i was doing the assignment even though i have no clue on what crap i was suppose to type about. heh.
tml going gym with michelle. crazy lo. she wants to do something that is gonna make me terribly embarrassed but i got the feeling that's exactly her plan. =/
what we could have been, 7:20 pm.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
typically overslept since i was up late trying to complete my script for the news writing workshop so mummy sent me to mediacorp. i was like laughing madly inside the, erm, interview room. yeahh. hahah. then the guy, forgot his name le, keep telling me to relax and rehearse. then the woman help to hold my script, albeit far away, but at least i can still read. i think i did okay. =)
tomorrow got class but i dont feel like going for it. feel like taking an aspirin then sleep the whole morning, come home do my assignment then go back to sleep again.
WJ says we'll be meeting shang zhi and chester on wednesday to go to sch to collect our testimonials. =/ then i kept bugging him to confirm coz i tried to plan with jimmy and anu but failed so i hate to keep postponing.
oh yeah. suppose to get award on speech day but i tink i also dont wanna go. feel like telling mrs hodge to pass me whatever i got on wednesday so that i dont have to appear on saturday. i mean come on la, nearly everyone else would be in their jc uniform or their poly name announced. i come from a private sch, in the audience's eyes, they will think i'm a failure or i'm a rich kid. -sighs- i know i'm not suppose to worry about what others think but it's so unfair to be judged just by something a person thinks they know.
oh yeah. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOTH MY KOR & COUSIN, JIMMY & GLEN!!! =D
tomorrow got class but i dont feel like going for it. feel like taking an aspirin then sleep the whole morning, come home do my assignment then go back to sleep again.
WJ says we'll be meeting shang zhi and chester on wednesday to go to sch to collect our testimonials. =/ then i kept bugging him to confirm coz i tried to plan with jimmy and anu but failed so i hate to keep postponing.
oh yeah. suppose to get award on speech day but i tink i also dont wanna go. feel like telling mrs hodge to pass me whatever i got on wednesday so that i dont have to appear on saturday. i mean come on la, nearly everyone else would be in their jc uniform or their poly name announced. i come from a private sch, in the audience's eyes, they will think i'm a failure or i'm a rich kid. -sighs- i know i'm not suppose to worry about what others think but it's so unfair to be judged just by something a person thinks they know.
oh yeah. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOTH MY KOR & COUSIN, JIMMY & GLEN!!! =D
what we could have been, 10:39 pm.
erm. nothing much to post. had school today and it was pretty cool. i've been feeling doubtful about my choice of course ever since i started in SMa and today's lesson & lecturer, Mr. Augustine, really helped. it's like i feel pressured by people to instantly know what kind of career i want but in truth, i'm still muddling my way there. =/
quite stressed over the assignment coz by the time i got home it was 7+. i fell asleep coz WJ was playing the laptop and i didnt want to bug him for it. so for the past two hours i've been trying to complete my assignment. it's pretty raw but i think its good. it's a good topic.
quite stressed over the assignment coz by the time i got home it was 7+. i fell asleep coz WJ was playing the laptop and i didnt want to bug him for it. so for the past two hours i've been trying to complete my assignment. it's pretty raw but i think its good. it's a good topic.
what we could have been, 12:27 am.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
i overslept today. or rather i overstoned. hahha. was awake but i was really tired coz the room was boiling in a warm stuffy way so it was like i sleep 15mins, wake up and toss and turn before falling asleep 25mins later for the entire time.
the stupid bus took forever to come and i was certain i was gonna be late but surprisingly i arrived ten minutes before 9. anyways, i'm super blardy pissed off with some ppl on the bus lo.
like there's this china woman who came on about 3 stops after me. damn KS sia. she practically elbowed her way to the front of the queue then when she got on, she decided she must stand next to my seat coz not only it's close to the back bus door, it also has the metal bar. so everyone else must either move past her or resigned to standing at the front.
so 2 minutes into the bus ride, she whips out her big, dirty chinese story book. and of course, she needs one hand to balance herself so she uses one hand to hold the book and protect her fugly handbag. and it doesnt matter or occur to her that her book is at the same level as my head so every few seconds it thwacks into my skull. i glared her like many times until finally i purposely faked running my hand through my hair to jab at her book and hand.
it went away for about two bus stops worth and then she started it again. and she made such a big hoo-ha coz she didnt hold on to the bar properly so when the bus braked suddenly the only noise was from her 'ooooooohh!' followed by 'aaaayyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!' then everyone glares at her and the poor suay woman standing next to her gets an annoyed look and a 'sollee'.
of course, she wasnt the only idiot there. when the bus was approaching the bus stop outside my school. i quickly got up, this bus stop is quite close from the previous so i had to be quick. then i got blocked by some young yuppie-executive guy who was blocking the exit. i tried to move past him btu couldnt so i said excuse me but he still ignored me. everyone else moved BUT him! the bus driver also got up to see what was the commotion and i was pretty pissed by then so i said very LOUDLY and ANNOYED-ly 'EXCUSE ME, YOU CANNOT HEAR ME IS IT?' then he give those act blur face but it's obvious he paiseh coz his face turned red then he mumbled smth as i got off.
the lesson quite alright. wasnt too impressed with Dr Rosemary at first but as the lesson continued, i find that she's probably one of the better and interesting teachers i've had so far. (as in from SMa or CIM). oh yes, we finally got our results. i'm just happy that i wont have to retake any subjects. woot!
went lunch with my mom then later went home and chionged maple. today also got server problems. irritating. hopefully someone i know will make a private server. xD
WJ's kinda angry coz while we were playing maple, i kinda got bored so i went to talk with some of the other maplers. and of course it had to be a situation where i was the only female and we were on a major high. oh plus plus plus there was this stupid pervert that kept following around proclaiming my character as his gf or asking me to kiss him. -.-'' kevin helped me by making his guy char go kiss the perv. LOL!
WJ, dont be angry with me okae? was only talking with other ppl. who might be freaky old men. =/ hahaha. iheartWJ. =)
the stupid bus took forever to come and i was certain i was gonna be late but surprisingly i arrived ten minutes before 9. anyways, i'm super blardy pissed off with some ppl on the bus lo.
like there's this china woman who came on about 3 stops after me. damn KS sia. she practically elbowed her way to the front of the queue then when she got on, she decided she must stand next to my seat coz not only it's close to the back bus door, it also has the metal bar. so everyone else must either move past her or resigned to standing at the front.
so 2 minutes into the bus ride, she whips out her big, dirty chinese story book. and of course, she needs one hand to balance herself so she uses one hand to hold the book and protect her fugly handbag. and it doesnt matter or occur to her that her book is at the same level as my head so every few seconds it thwacks into my skull. i glared her like many times until finally i purposely faked running my hand through my hair to jab at her book and hand.
it went away for about two bus stops worth and then she started it again. and she made such a big hoo-ha coz she didnt hold on to the bar properly so when the bus braked suddenly the only noise was from her 'ooooooohh!' followed by 'aaaayyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!' then everyone glares at her and the poor suay woman standing next to her gets an annoyed look and a 'sollee'.
of course, she wasnt the only idiot there. when the bus was approaching the bus stop outside my school. i quickly got up, this bus stop is quite close from the previous so i had to be quick. then i got blocked by some young yuppie-executive guy who was blocking the exit. i tried to move past him btu couldnt so i said excuse me but he still ignored me. everyone else moved BUT him! the bus driver also got up to see what was the commotion and i was pretty pissed by then so i said very LOUDLY and ANNOYED-ly 'EXCUSE ME, YOU CANNOT HEAR ME IS IT?' then he give those act blur face but it's obvious he paiseh coz his face turned red then he mumbled smth as i got off.
the lesson quite alright. wasnt too impressed with Dr Rosemary at first but as the lesson continued, i find that she's probably one of the better and interesting teachers i've had so far. (as in from SMa or CIM). oh yes, we finally got our results. i'm just happy that i wont have to retake any subjects. woot!
went lunch with my mom then later went home and chionged maple. today also got server problems. irritating. hopefully someone i know will make a private server. xD
WJ's kinda angry coz while we were playing maple, i kinda got bored so i went to talk with some of the other maplers. and of course it had to be a situation where i was the only female and we were on a major high. oh plus plus plus there was this stupid pervert that kept following around proclaiming my character as his gf or asking me to kiss him. -.-'' kevin helped me by making his guy char go kiss the perv. LOL!
WJ, dont be angry with me okae? was only talking with other ppl. who might be freaky old men. =/ hahaha. iheartWJ. =)
what we could have been, 10:38 pm.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
my hands are itching to play maple. but the damn private server i play in is closed. it was shut down the whole damn afternoon coz of some technical problem so we only could start playing ard 8.30.
i got home ard 9 then went to get my 'compensation' from the gm, which to me sucks. then i quickly went to bathe.
after shower i came out and was about to start playing when the notice appeared and told everyone to log off immediately or risk losing stuff/rollback if we did not log out.
annoyed, i did so. so now i'm awake but no game to play. sure i could play my other games or download another server. but this is like the 4th private server i've downloaded already.
tomorrow have to make my own way down to school. i think i'm gonna stop by mac's for breakfast coz i'm in a pissy mood of my own now. =/
i got home ard 9 then went to get my 'compensation' from the gm, which to me sucks. then i quickly went to bathe.
after shower i came out and was about to start playing when the notice appeared and told everyone to log off immediately or risk losing stuff/rollback if we did not log out.
annoyed, i did so. so now i'm awake but no game to play. sure i could play my other games or download another server. but this is like the 4th private server i've downloaded already.
tomorrow have to make my own way down to school. i think i'm gonna stop by mac's for breakfast coz i'm in a pissy mood of my own now. =/
what we could have been, 10:41 pm.
nothing much to say today. pretty uneventful. class was fun, i think i really enjoyed it more than the handful of lessons i attended for CIM. the only thing good about CIM is that i have my crazy/hyper friends around me and that really makes me laugh.
anyways went to WJ's house to slack today. he's kinda in a pissy mood coz of stuff. -.-'' sometimes i just hate how he purposely raises his voice when he's annoyed. so what if he's annoyed? i'm equally annoyed and you don't see me yelling so that his siblings/parents can hear us. zzzzz.
purposely came home late coz i didnt want to see that person. who knows my family become so bonded just coz of last night's drama? and to be honest, i'm happy i'm not part of it. i'm sick of it really. somewhere, i know i do care about them but i really dont know whether to embrace that or run from it screaming.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. the sims2 Apartment Life is coming in August! at least that's the release date for now. i am so DYING to get it. i think i'm gonna order it online and hopefully get it in advance. everytime i wait for it to come to the store, it takes at least two weeks AFTER the release date that the shops starts carrying it.
so tomorrow i'm gonna go to parkway and harass the shop ppl about their release date. if it's later than the promised one, i'm just ordering straight from the US.
anyways went to WJ's house to slack today. he's kinda in a pissy mood coz of stuff. -.-'' sometimes i just hate how he purposely raises his voice when he's annoyed. so what if he's annoyed? i'm equally annoyed and you don't see me yelling so that his siblings/parents can hear us. zzzzz.
purposely came home late coz i didnt want to see that person. who knows my family become so bonded just coz of last night's drama? and to be honest, i'm happy i'm not part of it. i'm sick of it really. somewhere, i know i do care about them but i really dont know whether to embrace that or run from it screaming.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. the sims2 Apartment Life is coming in August! at least that's the release date for now. i am so DYING to get it. i think i'm gonna order it online and hopefully get it in advance. everytime i wait for it to come to the store, it takes at least two weeks AFTER the release date that the shops starts carrying it.
so tomorrow i'm gonna go to parkway and harass the shop ppl about their release date. if it's later than the promised one, i'm just ordering straight from the US.
what we could have been, 10:00 pm.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
i have fallen in love with a dress. hahah. okae i think someone slipped me a 'be a shopaholic' drug coz lately, i've been oogling at loads of stuff! anyways i was showing WJ the dress and obviously he was unimpressed COZ he knows despite me buying the dress, i wouldn't wear it out. hahahah. seriously. all my dresses are reserved for like special holidays like Christmas, New Year, CNY, my bday, etc etc.
he once opened my cupboard and was AMAZED at what he saw. hahha. 3 piles of t-shirts flooding half my space, another two piles of jeans and shorts. and on the bar itself are my dressy tops, the ACTUAL clothes that i wear AT LEAST once a week skirts and the starting-to-multiply collection of dresses! hahha. i have to admit i have bought at least 2 black dresses within a month already. xD
this morning already proved that it was difficult as i was digging through everything to find my recently-acquired-but-probably-lost shorts and i unearthed a top i had bought to wear for Christmas last year. and to be honest, i dont recall what i actually did wear then but i knew it wasnt this coz it was underneath my pile of 'i dont wear them but they were gifts' t-shirts and shorts. heh. =X
is there like a shopaholics anonymous in singapore? coz seriously i think i need it before i drive myself bankrupt. (i kinda spent the money i had proudly saved in my bank account and now i'm living from week to week).
oh yeah. did i mention that i need to find about $100 for two books i'll probably never use except just before the exams for my newest two classes? i mean PR and journalism has always been my interest but seriously to buy? hmmm. i having doubts here.
he once opened my cupboard and was AMAZED at what he saw. hahha. 3 piles of t-shirts flooding half my space, another two piles of jeans and shorts. and on the bar itself are my dressy tops, the ACTUAL clothes that i wear AT LEAST once a week skirts and the starting-to-multiply collection of dresses! hahha. i have to admit i have bought at least 2 black dresses within a month already. xD
this morning already proved that it was difficult as i was digging through everything to find my recently-acquired-but-probably-lost shorts and i unearthed a top i had bought to wear for Christmas last year. and to be honest, i dont recall what i actually did wear then but i knew it wasnt this coz it was underneath my pile of 'i dont wear them but they were gifts' t-shirts and shorts. heh. =X
is there like a shopaholics anonymous in singapore? coz seriously i think i need it before i drive myself bankrupt. (i kinda spent the money i had proudly saved in my bank account and now i'm living from week to week).
oh yeah. did i mention that i need to find about $100 for two books i'll probably never use except just before the exams for my newest two classes? i mean PR and journalism has always been my interest but seriously to buy? hmmm. i having doubts here.
what we could have been, 10:13 pm.
Monday, July 07, 2008
today was my first day back at SMa. kinda weird coz after one month of holiday, its kinda hard to go back to something that wasnt interesting. the class expanded from 20++ to 41. wth. that's really big. my dad was like 'how they get so many students for this term?' -sighs- hopefully this semester's lessons will be more promising. of course, there's already a two projects to be completed. and oh yeah. more projects to do for the mediacorp classes.
WTF lo. SMa has really bad prioritizing or at least a modicum of common sense. we have daily lessons (although 3 hours a day), you FORCE the students to attend all sorts of certificate classes (which they probably earn commission for the large number of students who unwillingly attend). at least 6 hours of ONE day in AN ENTIRE WEEK would have been okay but nooooooo, they took both Saturday and Sunday and make us waste 12 beautiful hours inside some crummy place where the students have no allegiance to whatsoever.
anyways WJ and i have the same dismissal time tomorrow so i'm gonna go shop and buy something to make for lunch for us. naturally WJ's still trying to convince me otherwise. heh. xD I DONT CARE BABY, I'M MAKING US LUNCH NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
my juicy couture bag arrived today!! hahhaha. i'm so happy. it's bee-yo-tiful! i feel like bringing it to school tomorrow but wth, i dont want it to get dirty! okae. i think i'm not gonna use it for the time being but at least by my birthday i will use it!
WTF lo. SMa has really bad prioritizing or at least a modicum of common sense. we have daily lessons (although 3 hours a day), you FORCE the students to attend all sorts of certificate classes (which they probably earn commission for the large number of students who unwillingly attend). at least 6 hours of ONE day in AN ENTIRE WEEK would have been okay but nooooooo, they took both Saturday and Sunday and make us waste 12 beautiful hours inside some crummy place where the students have no allegiance to whatsoever.
anyways WJ and i have the same dismissal time tomorrow so i'm gonna go shop and buy something to make for lunch for us. naturally WJ's still trying to convince me otherwise. heh. xD I DONT CARE BABY, I'M MAKING US LUNCH NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
my juicy couture bag arrived today!! hahhaha. i'm so happy. it's bee-yo-tiful! i feel like bringing it to school tomorrow but wth, i dont want it to get dirty! okae. i think i'm not gonna use it for the time being but at least by my birthday i will use it!
what we could have been, 10:26 pm.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
today at an sickeningly early time of 7.52 am, i recieved my wake up call from michelle. she was like 'you awake? wan go gym?'. then of course i said yes but i was super super tired so i stoned my way to bugis. and it didnt help that i got those weird talkative uncles who are a bit unbalanced. kept mumbling under his breath then made all those stupid and racist comments. -.-
got there so early that most of the escalators werent even on la. so had climb to all the way up to the fourth floor. what the hell lorhs. i'm tired, sleep-deprived and i had to make my way up only to find that the gym wasnt open yet. zzzzz.
so me and michelle went down to eat McGriddles for breakfast. YAY! hahah. obviously i perked up after that. the yogasana class looked intimidating so i point-blank told michelle that i was only gonna use the gym and not attend that class. she later agreed when they started doing super complicated poses. yeesh.
i bought the yellafella's fries & gravy with cheese cubes. ^^ finally! hahaha. i've been craving for it since Thursday. then cabbed back with michelle and purposely ate in front of everyone at home. hahha. oh oh oh, my new clothes arrived and i'm proud to say that i've dropped a dress size! hahah. i had ordered the clothes in one size smaller than i was coz at that time i didnt know what my size would be then my older order came in and i feared that my new batch wouldnt fit. yayayay! the gym classes paid off. wooots.
soooooooooooooooooo...... went to suntec for dinner. ate a jap restaurant. WJ so cute la. anything i pick off the conveyor belt, he would dutifully help me pluck out whatever i didnt like (the tofu) and then he'd eat it himself. =X sweet rite? so i prepared his sashimi with the bowl of sauce and a slap of wasabi just as he likes it. hahhaa. xD well, not i prepare la but i took it off the belt. same diff.
met tri, my SMa schoolmate, at suntec. hahha. i didnt recognise him at first lo! then later he walked up to me, WJ and my bro and waved. WJ thought it was his old friend he forgot or smth but actually it was Tri! hahaha.
tomorrow school starting. >.< i dont think i can get used to this man. one month of holiday, i totally enjoyed it except the whole going for night and weekend class thing.
got there so early that most of the escalators werent even on la. so had climb to all the way up to the fourth floor. what the hell lorhs. i'm tired, sleep-deprived and i had to make my way up only to find that the gym wasnt open yet. zzzzz.
so me and michelle went down to eat McGriddles for breakfast. YAY! hahah. obviously i perked up after that. the yogasana class looked intimidating so i point-blank told michelle that i was only gonna use the gym and not attend that class. she later agreed when they started doing super complicated poses. yeesh.
i bought the yellafella's fries & gravy with cheese cubes. ^^ finally! hahaha. i've been craving for it since Thursday. then cabbed back with michelle and purposely ate in front of everyone at home. hahha. oh oh oh, my new clothes arrived and i'm proud to say that i've dropped a dress size! hahah. i had ordered the clothes in one size smaller than i was coz at that time i didnt know what my size would be then my older order came in and i feared that my new batch wouldnt fit. yayayay! the gym classes paid off. wooots.
soooooooooooooooooo...... went to suntec for dinner. ate a jap restaurant. WJ so cute la. anything i pick off the conveyor belt, he would dutifully help me pluck out whatever i didnt like (the tofu) and then he'd eat it himself. =X sweet rite? so i prepared his sashimi with the bowl of sauce and a slap of wasabi just as he likes it. hahhaa. xD well, not i prepare la but i took it off the belt. same diff.
met tri, my SMa schoolmate, at suntec. hahha. i didnt recognise him at first lo! then later he walked up to me, WJ and my bro and waved. WJ thought it was his old friend he forgot or smth but actually it was Tri! hahaha.
tomorrow school starting. >.< i dont think i can get used to this man. one month of holiday, i totally enjoyed it except the whole going for night and weekend class thing.
what we could have been, 10:17 pm.
Friday, July 04, 2008
wow. okae. the time passed really fast. didnt notice the clock struck midnight. so.. erm.. anyway.. =)
happy 20 month anniversary wenjie~!
happy 20 month anniversary wenjie~!
what we could have been, 12:07 am.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
was reading this person's blog just now and it really caught my attention. so later i went through her list of friends links (the names i recognised ONLY). aaaaaaaand it's kinda stupid. well, i think the drama involved could quite possibly become a popular drama serial for channel8 la! i'll put the story like a drama serial then this becomes more interesting. heh. btw, i am not slamming anyone but this is purely entertaining me coz the private maple server i play in has crashed.
THE SINGLISH PARODY OF ALMOST ROMEO & JULIET.
SEASON 1
this boy liked this pretty girl in sec 1. BUT BUT BUT she's not interested PLUS she has an older bf alr. so boy A gets rejected.
then later their two groups (male group & female group) become like a clique so they start hanging out more often. Z halfway through the year admit she got feelings for A but also likes her bf.
boy A still sad but promises to wait for her. so when end of the year girl Z break up with older bf. then Z cry, B happy (coz she's single liao) and go comfort her.
A and Z's clique having problems so the group starts to seperate into 2. so A decides that his buddies have been there longer than Z so he reluctantly chooses them. Z gets angry but also no choice have to go back to her group of friends.
season 2 [each seaon is a new year @ skl, this is a damn short summary only]
second year in high school. everyone supposedly MATURER. so A decides he will ask Z to be his gf after a significant time of 'mourning'. so sch starts then A talking to Z when he notices Z phone get a lot of SMSes. then he A's friend help ask then Z confesses this guy very good looking and treats her well so she LURVE her new bf very very much. A no choice and decides to move on.
A goes steady with another girl, C, whom he has so-so feelings for. when Z break up with bf, A dunno what to do. then C jealous coz A dont really talk or spend much time or money on her. so A decided to tell C that he still likes Z and he cant move on. catfight between Z and C.
Z cries. C cries. A has to make a choice. and he chooses Z. so C is dumped but Z refuses to be A's bf because she say coz of A, she lose a good friend, C. so she thinks it's not worth it to fight over a boy.
season 3 (sorry arhs, this season incomplete coz they only know each other for 3 years. hahha.)
both A and Z claim they moved on from one another. A decides he becomes 'depressed' [an obvious keyterm for EMO] and Z wants to clear her life from all this mess so she wont hang out with A unless with loads of friends.
A moping around, past year he has been goes steady with a few girls but sadly he is still in LUV with Z. Knowing she has to be careful, Z finds that no other guy seems to hold her interest or attention as much as he can.
LATEST EPISODE
A is still more or less the retarded depressed person, hanging out with his clique, trying to win points with Z.
Z has openly declared her affection for her mystery guy (same sch, same class). obvious it's who but only to the idiot that she wants.
both in denial.
=END=
ps arhs. freaking bored. i should be tired but i'm not. heh.
THE SINGLISH PARODY OF ALMOST ROMEO & JULIET.
SEASON 1
this boy liked this pretty girl in sec 1. BUT BUT BUT she's not interested PLUS she has an older bf alr. so boy A gets rejected.
then later their two groups (male group & female group) become like a clique so they start hanging out more often. Z halfway through the year admit she got feelings for A but also likes her bf.
boy A still sad but promises to wait for her. so when end of the year girl Z break up with older bf. then Z cry, B happy (coz she's single liao) and go comfort her.
A and Z's clique having problems so the group starts to seperate into 2. so A decides that his buddies have been there longer than Z so he reluctantly chooses them. Z gets angry but also no choice have to go back to her group of friends.
season 2 [each seaon is a new year @ skl, this is a damn short summary only]
second year in high school. everyone supposedly MATURER. so A decides he will ask Z to be his gf after a significant time of 'mourning'. so sch starts then A talking to Z when he notices Z phone get a lot of SMSes. then he A's friend help ask then Z confesses this guy very good looking and treats her well so she LURVE her new bf very very much. A no choice and decides to move on.
A goes steady with another girl, C, whom he has so-so feelings for. when Z break up with bf, A dunno what to do. then C jealous coz A dont really talk or spend much time or money on her. so A decided to tell C that he still likes Z and he cant move on. catfight between Z and C.
Z cries. C cries. A has to make a choice. and he chooses Z. so C is dumped but Z refuses to be A's bf because she say coz of A, she lose a good friend, C. so she thinks it's not worth it to fight over a boy.
season 3 (sorry arhs, this season incomplete coz they only know each other for 3 years. hahha.)
both A and Z claim they moved on from one another. A decides he becomes 'depressed' [an obvious keyterm for EMO] and Z wants to clear her life from all this mess so she wont hang out with A unless with loads of friends.
A moping around, past year he has been goes steady with a few girls but sadly he is still in LUV with Z. Knowing she has to be careful, Z finds that no other guy seems to hold her interest or attention as much as he can.
LATEST EPISODE
A is still more or less the retarded depressed person, hanging out with his clique, trying to win points with Z.
Z has openly declared her affection for her mystery guy (same sch, same class). obvious it's who but only to the idiot that she wants.
both in denial.
=END=
ps arhs. freaking bored. i should be tired but i'm not. heh.
what we could have been, 11:20 pm.
went to the gym with michelle today. OMGawd. i am damn damn tired now. of all things we started off with was the Latin Dance class. and the pace is freaking fast la. so you can imagine all those skinny sticks and experienced aunties dancing and keeping pace with the teacher while me, michelle and all the other not so fit or newbies struggled in the back trying to catch up or even mimic them.
nothing much to talk today really. oh yeah. have to collect this testimonial thingy from school. ugh. i havent seen anyone or been near the school for ages. it's really too weird to go back. sure, it was my past. and that's pretty much it. anyway dunno how the other ppl know but who cares. i just want in and out as fast as possible. or maybe a quick hello to my dear dear former teachers/tutor. =D I MISS MY HISTORY TUTOR A WHOLE LOT.
nothing much to talk today really. oh yeah. have to collect this testimonial thingy from school. ugh. i havent seen anyone or been near the school for ages. it's really too weird to go back. sure, it was my past. and that's pretty much it. anyway dunno how the other ppl know but who cares. i just want in and out as fast as possible. or maybe a quick hello to my dear dear former teachers/tutor. =D I MISS MY HISTORY TUTOR A WHOLE LOT.
what we could have been, 7:08 pm.
i just got home from ps. hahahha. FINALLY after having no reason to stay out, i finally just did it. i mean yeah la, can stay out if i wan but it's more fun if there's an actual plan then 'oh i dunno, let's just hang out'.
i think it's cause this is the week before school starts again. it's like we're pressed for time ESPECIALLY coz we had stupid useless night classes and TWO exams. one last week, one just a couple of hours ago. i think i'm a goner for this paper. my mind was totally totally blank this round. so i crapped a lot from the case study. no graphs this time, my artsy-fartsy friends. xD
so yeah. after exam plonked down at the couch and started reading this book 'priceless' by charlier daniels. i bought it at raffles city coz i thought it was interesting. technically it's an autobiography. am i weird for liking autobiographies? but it's a weird fascination since i go for the real human interest sort, not like the 'David Beckham- an authorized biography'. i mean WTF man. they need more money than they already have? THEN GET A PROPER JOB LA. heh. but it could apply to the writers i like but i guess their lifestyles were MUCH more different than an ordinary person would have experienced.
moving on. MICHELLE TAN finished earlier than expected. hahha. so we rushed down to ps to buy our tickets for the movie 'wanted'. she voted for 10 promises for my dog but the last show was 7. -,-'' our stupid exam starts at 7.
walked around ps with her for about an hour. she's so enthu about jigsaw puzzles. i could just DIE trying to actually complete one. aside from the 4-to-20 pieces kind which i dont mind. hahhaha. she loves doing those 1000 piece kind. then we went to comics connection and the.. erm.. bookshop too. i ended up buying a comic and she is DYING to buy 4 magazines, a psp or a DS. hahaha. all i wanted was the upgrades for sims2 which doesnt make sense since sims3 would be out in 2009. god i am soooooooo EXCITED already!!!
back to the topic. we went to build-a-bear workshop and we fell in love!! hahha. so we decided to make a bear each. so we were fussing about the type of bear, the fur colour, the nose. bla bla bla. hahah. i told the lady to make mine solid while michelle wanted hers to be cushion-y but in the end michelle's bear was fatter than mine. go figure. anyways i named my bear Sapphyre Cherise and she named hers Cherish. she had wanted fluffy at the beginning. -.- too much wishing for a dog michelle? hahha.
the movie, wanted, wasnt too bad. but it dragged on too much. then i kept losing focus coz of it. but the stunts and all were AMAZING. but sometimes it got too gory for me.
then shared a cab home with michelle. waaa. next time we go out we must totally share cabs coz it's waaaaaay cheaper than if i took myself lo. i think i save nearly 3 bucks!
tomorrow michelle and i are going out again. hopefully we, or rather i, wont spend too much coz i'm broke already! >.< michelle, donate some money to me leh!!
i think it's cause this is the week before school starts again. it's like we're pressed for time ESPECIALLY coz we had stupid useless night classes and TWO exams. one last week, one just a couple of hours ago. i think i'm a goner for this paper. my mind was totally totally blank this round. so i crapped a lot from the case study. no graphs this time, my artsy-fartsy friends. xD
so yeah. after exam plonked down at the couch and started reading this book 'priceless' by charlier daniels. i bought it at raffles city coz i thought it was interesting. technically it's an autobiography. am i weird for liking autobiographies? but it's a weird fascination since i go for the real human interest sort, not like the 'David Beckham- an authorized biography'. i mean WTF man. they need more money than they already have? THEN GET A PROPER JOB LA. heh. but it could apply to the writers i like but i guess their lifestyles were MUCH more different than an ordinary person would have experienced.
moving on. MICHELLE TAN finished earlier than expected. hahha. so we rushed down to ps to buy our tickets for the movie 'wanted'. she voted for 10 promises for my dog but the last show was 7. -,-'' our stupid exam starts at 7.
walked around ps with her for about an hour. she's so enthu about jigsaw puzzles. i could just DIE trying to actually complete one. aside from the 4-to-20 pieces kind which i dont mind. hahhaha. she loves doing those 1000 piece kind. then we went to comics connection and the.. erm.. bookshop too. i ended up buying a comic and she is DYING to buy 4 magazines, a psp or a DS. hahaha. all i wanted was the upgrades for sims2 which doesnt make sense since sims3 would be out in 2009. god i am soooooooo EXCITED already!!!
back to the topic. we went to build-a-bear workshop and we fell in love!! hahha. so we decided to make a bear each. so we were fussing about the type of bear, the fur colour, the nose. bla bla bla. hahah. i told the lady to make mine solid while michelle wanted hers to be cushion-y but in the end michelle's bear was fatter than mine. go figure. anyways i named my bear Sapphyre Cherise and she named hers Cherish. she had wanted fluffy at the beginning. -.- too much wishing for a dog michelle? hahha.
the movie, wanted, wasnt too bad. but it dragged on too much. then i kept losing focus coz of it. but the stunts and all were AMAZING. but sometimes it got too gory for me.
then shared a cab home with michelle. waaa. next time we go out we must totally share cabs coz it's waaaaaay cheaper than if i took myself lo. i think i save nearly 3 bucks!
tomorrow michelle and i are going out again. hopefully we, or rather i, wont spend too much coz i'm broke already! >.< michelle, donate some money to me leh!!
what we could have been, 12:15 am.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i am majorly pissed off with this person.
she complains all the time.
she says negative about everyone.
but yet she acts like she has done nothing wrong.
she thinks she's always in the right.
oh by the way, if you say otherwise.
she'll call you a slut and say you're jealous.
hypocritical biatch.
always blabbing about how wonderfckingful her life is.
then she'll turn around and complain how sucky it is.
come on la.
give and take,
just because you want all give and no take
doesnt mean everyone must give in to you.
yeah la.
sorry that you have to 'suffer'
but you are also damn difficult
so dont act like a saint.
she complains all the time.
she says negative about everyone.
but yet she acts like she has done nothing wrong.
she thinks she's always in the right.
oh by the way, if you say otherwise.
she'll call you a slut and say you're jealous.
hypocritical biatch.
always blabbing about how wonderfckingful her life is.
then she'll turn around and complain how sucky it is.
come on la.
give and take,
just because you want all give and no take
doesnt mean everyone must give in to you.
yeah la.
sorry that you have to 'suffer'
but you are also damn difficult
so dont act like a saint.
what we could have been, 1:10 am.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
daaaaaaaamn, i overslept. wanted to go suntec and do some window shopping and maybe catch a movie but seriously these few days i'm damn tired. or maybe coz i woke up to watch the spain-germany match (which i was terribly disappointed with).
anyways so just blogging about the past few days only coz my memory doesnt stretch any further than that. hee. xD
MONDAY
SAD SIA. GERMANY lost to spain 0-1. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i dunno why klose, lahm and ballack couldnt make an equaliser goal! they scored in the 33rd minute and like nearly an hour later, they still couldnt get one goal????
my sis says that the germany supporters in the stadium sucked coz they didnt really cheer. well, if the team was losing most ppl kinda lose hope. =/ she said they should still cheer. if that was the case, i think then her sch ppl would have cheered for her bball team yeah? ahhaha. same principles.
slacked all day. was reading voraciously on the books i had just bought. and fulfulling my magazine fix. THERE WAS LIKE SO FREAKING NEWPAPER coz every soccer fan in singapore prob bought it at lunchtime. -.-
SUNDAY
woke up at ten then i stoned around the house until my mom shooed me to shower coz we were gonna visit aunt vida. i think it was like a housewarming cum belated bday party for aunt vida at her new home at .. er.. lower delta. it's near queensway shopping centre, i think i should be jealous. >.<
anyways we were LOST. coz it's damn confusing to go until we used the road book thingy and my mom wouldnt believe me. come on la. i've been the family navigator since i was 11! as in when my dad wasnt there then i got the chance to be la. my mom gave the wrong address. -.- but luckily their house was on the opposite block so we walked over.
OMG. their house is AMAZING. except for all the greenery (aka the algae coloured forest) outside, which apparently was the reason why aunty vida loves it. to me, it's just another possible place for ghosts and even the missing Mas Selemat hiding spot. hahaha.
i missed neusha and nelisa so much. they have changed! maan. nelisa shot up and even her face is less chubbier than before. they both have short hair now which is kinda weird coz they look fantastic with long hair. well nelisa did. neusha has curly hair so it kinda looked frizzy after awhile. heh.
we talked, played and watch movies until the mummies (it was an all women party. hahha) came in and started complaining about the fact that we were watching an nc16 movie. btw, only i was of legal age while neusha was about to turn 16 this year. nelisa and their friend are still some years away. hahah.
left ard 4ish-5 to pick my dad up. then we went to expo to the bookfair. my dad seriously drags me and my mom coz 1. i love books. 2. she doesnt complain coz she can pick up some cookbooks. kinda camwhored in the car coz there wasnt really much to do.
ARGHS. my mp4 is spoiled. or rather the charger broke. and i cant get a replacement. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. but jacky says he'll lend me his charger. i hope it works. >.<
anyways so just blogging about the past few days only coz my memory doesnt stretch any further than that. hee. xD
MONDAY
SAD SIA. GERMANY lost to spain 0-1. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i dunno why klose, lahm and ballack couldnt make an equaliser goal! they scored in the 33rd minute and like nearly an hour later, they still couldnt get one goal????
my sis says that the germany supporters in the stadium sucked coz they didnt really cheer. well, if the team was losing most ppl kinda lose hope. =/ she said they should still cheer. if that was the case, i think then her sch ppl would have cheered for her bball team yeah? ahhaha. same principles.
slacked all day. was reading voraciously on the books i had just bought. and fulfulling my magazine fix. THERE WAS LIKE SO FREAKING NEWPAPER coz every soccer fan in singapore prob bought it at lunchtime. -.-
SUNDAY
woke up at ten then i stoned around the house until my mom shooed me to shower coz we were gonna visit aunt vida. i think it was like a housewarming cum belated bday party for aunt vida at her new home at .. er.. lower delta. it's near queensway shopping centre, i think i should be jealous. >.<
anyways we were LOST. coz it's damn confusing to go until we used the road book thingy and my mom wouldnt believe me. come on la. i've been the family navigator since i was 11! as in when my dad wasnt there then i got the chance to be la. my mom gave the wrong address. -.- but luckily their house was on the opposite block so we walked over.
OMG. their house is AMAZING. except for all the greenery (aka the algae coloured forest) outside, which apparently was the reason why aunty vida loves it. to me, it's just another possible place for ghosts and even the missing Mas Selemat hiding spot. hahaha.
i missed neusha and nelisa so much. they have changed! maan. nelisa shot up and even her face is less chubbier than before. they both have short hair now which is kinda weird coz they look fantastic with long hair. well nelisa did. neusha has curly hair so it kinda looked frizzy after awhile. heh.
we talked, played and watch movies until the mummies (it was an all women party. hahha) came in and started complaining about the fact that we were watching an nc16 movie. btw, only i was of legal age while neusha was about to turn 16 this year. nelisa and their friend are still some years away. hahah.
left ard 4ish-5 to pick my dad up. then we went to expo to the bookfair. my dad seriously drags me and my mom coz 1. i love books. 2. she doesnt complain coz she can pick up some cookbooks. kinda camwhored in the car coz there wasnt really much to do.
ARGHS. my mp4 is spoiled. or rather the charger broke. and i cant get a replacement. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. but jacky says he'll lend me his charger. i hope it works. >.<
what we could have been, 12:08 pm.
